simplicity

2005-10-09T15:37:00.000+08:00

2005-10-08T17:24:00.000+08:00

fwah im so not in a studying mood now. haha im in a postexam mood. waiting for the new itunes to be downloaded. GRR its taking ages.

spent the whole day watching tv. there was this dumb vampire cum ghost show, parent trap two, and oh yes, i watched lifesize agn yst. hahaha. tyra banks isnt pretty actually, but she's got this plastic look. ahaha.

okay whatever. these damn popups are pissing me off. do these bloody companies know when to stop advertising. grr. stupid virus i have which cant block them. oops. better not blabber my tongue out or i might just be the next one under a trial. lol. personal blog. totally ironic.

lahdeedum. ohyes did mention i was attacked by this giant moth? omg it was crawling on my bed ): i tried to scoop it up, then it started crawling away. and when i finally got it on my hand, it flew away and now its MIA. ): i think its somewhere in my room. ARGH. shooo.

oh and i want the rokr! i think its quite cool, the itunes feature. im not sure abt the rest but itunes in ur phone baby!(: and there's plenty shows i wanna watch!(: teehee. i still wanna watch go figure(: i missed it that day. haha and so the drama. i keep catching it at the same time, the ending. ARGH irritating. synthodromes! there's also into the blue, and i wanna watch four brothers too): haha movie marathon man. not at my house pls. haha.

i watched matchstick men yst. its so cool lah. hahaha and yah the twist at the end was really unexpected. bourne identity too. haha matt damon is kinda cute(: and OMG now u see it ROCKS totally. ahaha! totally in <3 with johnny pacar. lol cant bliv he's 24. i thought he cld pass off as MY age in that show. omg unbelievable. and there's alyson michalka too. ANDREA MUST WATCH! (: he acted in purgatory house too. im hunting for that show(: and little black book. GOSH i watched tt too, but how come i didnt notice him? loll(:

okay gtg. i havent done adrian's hmk. and omg. zack and cody is gonna start soon! (:

2005-10-07T13:03:00.000+08:00

so you think you got it all worked out
you got your hotpants on
you got your arse right out,
you think you're something
but you ain't special
and me and my drop-dress
we won't do at all

youre superficial
im just a misfit
but baby i dont care.

haha finally taking time off to blog(: yayness. three more exams to go. so glad man. argh. but most of em didnt go well for me.

EG amaths. OMG lah i didnt do 60 fricking marks. not exaggerating man. ohwells. im so gonna have to drop amaths. i was like contemplating if i shd go toilet. had this disgusting on and off stomachache. luckily history wasnt THAT bad but i think i wrote crap half of the time.

hahaha. ah whatever. bio was horrible man. totally didnt study. was doing lit lit lit. but it paid off. blah that stupid headmaster, idiosyncratic and eccentric man. blah.

now in the com lab with kerri. waiting for the geog students to finish their ppr. hahaha ROAR. i feel like screaming. hahaha AHHH(: and gosh why is kerri so proded in icy tower. loll. im hungry. i wanna eat. hahhh(:

omg kerri just reminded me of the leave alone system. ahh): shit lah. i totally forgot. i studied tt man. ugh cufk)):

2005-10-04T08:58:00.000+08:00

yay softball was fun XD hahaha in amaths AGN. lol. the only times i can update. hehe. i have this instinct im gonna get caught soon. hahaha. my hmk has been blank for two weeks. haha(:

ally is being an idiot cause she doesnt wanna play icy tower with me and my com doesnt have it. ohwells. blahblah. chem tmr. im so deaded. havent started on air/sulphur/water blahhh. did acids bases and salts yst. goodness. its so difficult man. ARGH. and there's chinese tmr):

blahblah. ooh me and andrea had a fabola talk abt YOUKNOWWHAT. hahaha. super funny. lol. and the irritating kids. lol andrea, KARMA man. hahaha. who knows u wld be kid-less(: haha. ROAR im gonna doodle on andrea's wkst now(: she's not ard. hahahaa.

Walk home
drowning these memories in the rain
Biting my lip
to transfer this pain

You're gone
and I'm still going through withdrawl
Next time around I'll build a stronger wall
You broke my guard with guiltless eyes
Divide me like a virus from inside
And came back just to salt the wounds
Now thanks to you.

I start runnin now
(I start runnin, I'm runnin away from you)
I start runnin away
When I get too close
I'm scared to stay I start runnin now
(I start runnin, I'm runnin away from you)
I start runnin away
Now others pay for your mistakes

You needed
more attention than I gave
Instead of talking
you just played games
And smiled
as my whole world became unstitched

I wish I'd known
you would be such a heartless bitch
You broke my guard with guiltless eyes
Divide me like a virus from inside
And came back just to salt the wounds
Now thanks to you.

I start runnin now

2005-10-03T13:09:00.000+08:00

blah. in com lab now having amaths for the second time today)): ally is next to me. double YUCK. haha had chem just now. super funny. me and ally were just proving our telepathy powers and kerri/wl/viv refused to bliv us. haha AWWW.

chem+chinese is on wed. shit lah. so not prepared for chem. neither am i!! (ally) ohwells. i'll mug ltr(: haha. stupid ally is croaking next to me. hurhurhur. my schedule for ltr(:

2.30- reach home/lunch
3.00-5.00- NAP (:
5.00-7.00- study CHEM
7.00-8.00- dinner and mtv asia(:
8.00-9.00- history revision.
9.00-10.00- tv time(:
10.00-12.00- study
12.00- SLEEP((:

haha yay. a wellplanned schedule. yst was a total waste of time )): but it rocked. OOH i love disney channel(: zack and cody rock!

2005-09-30T23:23:00.000+08:00

i just had the worst 20 mins of my entire life, in pain.

anyways exams have finally commenced. sat for three papers today. like 8-2 man. gosh and it was all the writing components. haha i cld barely rest my hand. but i feel a great sense of achievement now(:

however, i totally SCREWED up ss man. industries - crap. ugh whatever. gonna lose 15 marks for nth. damns. had tuition with viv and we were discussing abt some GROSS issues. HAHAHA.

okay i gotta slp early cause im sick and im gg to the airport tmr. haha. ohmy jac can drive! loll. so cool k(: ahh i cant wait till i get my license.

sometimes i wonder if it were all just excuses.

2005-09-27T17:14:00.000+08:00

bleah. school's been so boring these days. its like come and go kinda thing. i dont learn anything. and why are all the tchers cramming everything last minute? DAMN.

im stuck with three more chpts for ss. BOO. amaths is fun thou. trigo identities. haha me and andrea were on the phone for HOW LONG to talk abt trigo. haha and she wasnt interested in MSIA at all. GROWLS. she and her stupid korea.

hahaha i just thought of saturday(: went singapore open with andrea. cut my hair and ugh. turned out not so nice cause its so troublesome to tie it up as everything falls apart. OHWELLS. bused to hwee's place and i helped her so much in her ipod stuff. and she was so UNGRATEFUL. haha. anyways she got her punishment by SLIPPING on the carpet. haha ohmy can you imagine? WHOOSH!

okaye made my ic today. blah i look horrible lah. ahh whatever. im gonna do my ON OUR OWNS now. haha with andrea dear (: she better help me!

And we will only need each other,
we'll bleed together,
Our hands would not be taught to hold another's,
When we were the special two.
And we could only see each other,
we'd bleed together,
These arms will not be taught to need another, '
Cause we were the special two.

2005-09-23T22:44:00.000+08:00

okay ive not been revising my work.

You say hello,
inside I'm screaming I love you
You say goodnight,
in my mind
I'm sleeping next to you
You drive away
from my car crash of a heart
And I don't know

But you gave me
the best mixtape I have
And even all the bad songs
ain't so bad
I just wish there was so much more than that
About me and you

You talk to him,
and it burns me like the sun
You talk to her,
and you say that you feel like he's the one
I talk to me,
cause you can't hear the pain I feel
and You don't know

Cause you gave me the best mixtape I have
And even all the sad songs ain't so sad
I only wish that there was more than that
About me and you x2

Oh, don't turn around and say bye again
Yeah it crushes my head when you call me
Your friend
and I'm not the same person
From back in the day in the back of the classthat you thought was gay
No I can't find the words cause I lost them
The minute they fell out of my mouth
And it's love and I'm in it,
so give me your lips
And just let me kiss 'em and let's get messed up and listen to possibly.

The best mixtape I have
And even all the bad songs ain't so bad
I just wish there was so much more than that
About me and you

2005-09-21T16:03:00.000+08:00

boo. everyone's gone on hiatus. haha and here am i blogging almost daily. LALALAS.

okay today was pretty slack. lessons seemed to pass by really fast. lit ROCKED. haha the freeze frame was really funny when vera went: hey wheres the cat. LOL. and our poem rocked loads! hahaha. so lame man. but yeah we sacrificed acurracy for erm humour. hahaha. and xxian was acting so retardish. loll. FISH FISH FISH! ahaha and i was trying on mas's watch. lol it got STUCK ):

ppwaed after school with kerri. planned to go yoshi but it was like seriously packed. haha after all the cheap deal only lasts for TWO days. yoshi shd have this kinda offer more often cause its not always that they are so packed. haha.

went sakae in the end and we ate plenty of sashimi. mmhms(: went MPH and looked at all the magazines. haha and we browsed thru david gan's book and OHMY he fails as a stylist for females. like seriously. haha. ohyes me and kerri suddenly had this " IS THERE DARREN SHAN BOOKS HERE " thought. hahaha.

and OHMY we walked the row and OMG. one whole fricking shelf! hahaha. GOSH. cooll man. i LOVE cirque du freak now. hahaha. yes we speed-read half of trials of death in fifteen minutes. haha. bused home and YAY. here i am.

i decided to skip my afternn nap for computer time (: hahaha how sacrificial. shit lah im so not prepared for finals. havent even started my revision. UGH. i'll start ltr (: anyways the doorbell just rang. haha. GREAT, its shaofang ):

haha she's so clumsy. she knocked her rackets on my front door and bumped my room door agnst the cupboard. now shes stuck in the toilet and the hp keeps beeping. hahaa. ohh shes here now. haha shall stop badmouthing her (:

2005-09-19T18:41:00.000+08:00

HEY ! haha YAY its my birthday !

anyways today was great. thanks to everyone who wished me. it really goes to show how much one cares. okay ally wished me last night! loll. the FIRST to wish me at TWELVE sharp. haha oh-so-sweet! amelia was first but she wished me one week before. loll(:

yes and my pri school friends who actually remembers(: amandaho! abby&jill. jenifer and angelia xD. and meow, yes i cant bliv u rmbred. haha and i want my poster!

ohman i love u guys loads(: and thanks for all the sweets from candy empire! haha woah its gonna last long. and ally gobbled up all the sweets. haha. like gosh. pig! haha but for the fact she made me this really cool card with the sweetest msg in it, haha i'll forgive you(:

and wl for the BEARS ! hahaha. kerri gave me this keychain furry cute thingo which we were trying to stuff it during saffy's lesson! HAHA! and some lipgloss(: and THANKS AZYAN. for the oth soundtrack. HURHURHUR. hahaha. u idiot. ohh and a nice portable fan and pencilbox from my cousin! and the best from my parents! cash&digicam (:

okay im gonna have belated presents from bowlers, xuan and my clique! haha i'll be waiting(: LOLL. went out w bowlers to swensons. hahaha so dumb lah. ame and azyan were acting retardish, like usual. haha(:

lalalas. gtg for dinner with my cousins(: yay love u guys! haha aww guys appreciate it man. i dont usually confess my love in public. HAHA FUNNY ME (:

2005-09-18T19:42:00.000+08:00

today rocked. haha celebrated my birthday with hwee, viv, sf and sheena. YAYNESS i love them to atoms and molecules (: haha gonna make this a fast one cause mr bean the movie is on. like WHOA (:

anyways stras came my haus WITHOUT telling me. haha like how thickskinned is that. loll but of course i let them in. and i ate my FIRST kinder surprise. haha mine was a whole toy. but theirs were like in bits and pieces. haha. yeah cabbed down to orchard (:

met viv and hwee at heeren and went marche. haha at baked potatoes, crepes and blahblah. haha so we took neos which we really funny. hahaha and i put this funny animation on hweeling and she was like whining away. haha. and sf thought her handwriting was nice. loll.

yes hwee left to esplanade so me and sheena shopped. haha during EOYS somemore. gosh. but i was in the mood for shopping. so i bought a top from skinnie. haha and sheena bought BAGS. note the plural form. haha. one for her and another from josie.

walked ard somemore and bused down to sheena haus. yes not forgetting the cab she insisted we took from the bustop. loll. willie was having tuition and josie didnt wanna let me in at first. hahaha and josie didnt like the bag sheena bough for her, but preffered sheena's one. loll how funny. yes stayed there awhile and josie lent me her stussy skirt.

yes i spent abt $100 odd todat. less than that lah actually. but yeah. haha and hwee didnt knw jason mraz was called mr a-z caused of his surname. MRAZ. there, u have it (:

2005-09-17T22:24:00.000+08:00

haha ohmy adrian gave me a test paper to see how i wld fare for end years. and gosh i got a 29%. i realised i dont knw anything. sighs. im still not studying. ugh. watched lizzie mcguire today, followed by kim possible. and ohmy house of mouse is pretty funny actually. haha. and i watched JAKE LONG. i didnt expect it to be quite entertaining. first time watching it. haha. and lastly, i watched mr BEAN (: and some stupid bunny show. haha. so i spent three hours watching disney channel (:

OH AND HONEY I SHRUNKED THE KIDS IS NICE ! haha yes 2 hrs on that. so total, FIVE HRS. gosh ! watching full house now. super nice! (: TAH!

i know we've been friends forever
but now I think I'm feeling something totally new
and after all this time I opened up my eyes
now I see you were always with me

could it be
you & I
never imagined
could it be
suddenly
i'm fallin' for you

could it be
you were right here beside me
and i never knew
could it be that it's true

it's you and it's you
it's kinda funny you were always near
but who would ever thought we'd end up here
and everytime I need you, you've been there for me
now it's clear I've been waiting for you

cause today is the start of the rest of our lives
i can see it in your eyes
and it's real, and it's true
it's just me and you
could it be that it's you

2005-09-15T19:52:00.000+08:00

HE DID THIS JUST FOR YOU !

Five yr old Madeline climbed into her father's lap.

"Did you have enough to eat?" he asked her.

She smiled and patted her tummy. "I cant eat anymore."

"Did you have some of your grandma's pie?"

"A whole piece!"

Joe looked across the table at his mom. "Looks like you filled us up. Don't think we'll be able to do anything tonight but go to bed."

Madeline out her little hands on either side of his big face. "Oh, but Poppa, this is Christmas Eve. You said we could dance."

Joe feigned a poor memory. "Did i now? Why, i dont remember saying anything about dancing."

Grandma smiled amd shook her head as she began clearing the table.

"But poppa," Madeline pleaded, "we always dance on Christmas Eve. Just you and me, remember?"

A smile burst from beneath his thick moustache. "Of course i remember darling. How cld i forget?"

And with that he stood and took her hand in his, and for a moment, just a moment, his wife was alive agn, and the two were walking into the den to spend another night bfr Christmas as they had spent so many, dancing away the evening.

They would have danced the rest of their lives, but then came the surprise pregnancy and the complications. Madeline survived. But her mother did not. And Joe, the thickhanded butcher from Minnesota, was left to raise Madeline alone.

"Come on Poppa." She tugged on his hand. Lets dance bfr everyone arrives."

She was right. soon the doorbell wld ring and the relatives wld fill the floor and the night wld be past. But for now, it was just Poppa and Madeline.

GOD'S AMAZING LOVE

The love of a parent for a child is a mighty force. Consider a couple with their newborn child. The infant offers his parent absolutely nothing. No money. No skill. No words of wisdom. If he had pockets, they wld be empty. To see an infant lying in a bassinet is to see utter helplessness. What is there to love?

Whatever it is, Mom and Dad find it. Just look and Mom's face as she nurses her baby. Just watch Dad's eyes as he cradles the child. And just try to harm or speak evil of the infant. If you do, you'll encounter a mighty strength, for the love of a parent is a mighty force.

Jesus once asked, if we humans who are sinful have such a love, how much more does God, the sinless and selfless Father, love us? But happened when the love is not returned? What happens to the heart of the father when his child turns away.

haha i TYPED this all out okay. its not COPIED. yes and chpt two when madeline grows up will be out soon (: TAG GUYS !

2005-09-14T19:59:00.000+08:00

YAY ! onetreehill season ONE is back in action. hahaha. showing EVERY WED, THURS and FRI only at 5pm! haha today was the first esp and me and azyan were so hyped up. loll. watching it over agn for me but first time for azyan. haha.

came home EXTRA early today to take a quick nap before my onetreehill and UGH i overslept so i missed 15mins ): ohwells-. darn alarm clock. haha. today was kinda slack. well, every wednesdays are what. haha and emaths rocked. we were talking about stairway to heaven, which lead us to ALL the older korean shows(: then we cont'd with taiwan shows and meteor garden HAHA. and then jap shows(:

loll. ate lunch with shaofang and gou after school. haha. hwee was making a fool of herself. cause she kept dawg pounding me. haha(: lalala. just wached mr bean! (: ohmy im not doing any work today ): BOO. and damns. my stomach is hurting so much. since mon. still not gg away. ally says she'll bring me to her doctor. haha hopefully it will work lah, since my family doc prescribed me medicine for it for like 15 yrs alr. haha and its nt working ):

YAY gtg watch my chn8 show. and maybe i'll watch bourne identity with daddy ltr (:

2005-09-13T12:36:00.000+08:00

haha yawns. stupid saffy keeps walking up and down. and gosh her voice is like: oMg! hitlEr cAnnOt g0 agNst blahblahblah. so irritating. wl's hand is getting so itchy. haha and ally is a petty girl(: okay i shall plan my schedule now like kerri.

3.30-6.00 : TRAINING(:
6.00-7.00 : reach home and bathe / dinner MMHMS
7.00-8.00 : homework )):
8.00-9.00 : CHANNEL 5 TV SHOWS(:
9.00-10.00 : CHANNEL 8 SERIAL.
10.00-11.00 : study SS
11.00-12.00: adrian's HMK ):

SLEEP! hahaha and im not gonna go online anymore, today.

2005-09-12T20:48:00.000+08:00

yoohoo! OMG hwee told me smth, like OMG. dyou guys no that mr bean was supposed to be alien? hahaha thats why he always drops from the sky under tt beam of light. GOSH ! i nvr knew (: hahaha.

anyways i realised so many pple's birthday lie in sept (: ytd was sar/justin/mel/ birthday. haha today is clare/geri. ooh so cooll. (:

LALALAS. one more WEEK !

2005-09-11T21:54:00.000+08:00

YAY i just pizza hut for dinner mmhms (: it was so hilarious lah. cause apparently our orders didnt get thru the com cause the system was down or smth, so we waited for quite long. but we werent pissed or anything lah. then the FOUR staff members came at different times to ask if our food had arrived.

SO, while waiting they gave us free garlic bread. haha. then we were like OOH thankyou. then about 5 mins ltr, another staff member gave us the bill and said: oh we so sorry for the delay. i'll make sure this doesnt happen agn. so im giving u a 10 percent discount.

hahaha. so double YAY. when we were leaving, another staff came and gave us free sundaes with chocolate toppings. HAHA. how eventful. yes so we came out of pizza hut, bloated. loll.

i woke at one today and watched this cartoon. haha. followed by this SUPERDUPER nice korean drama. haha. starring RAIN. (: ohh he's so cute. and the lead actress from autumn in my heart. but in this show she potrays a totally different charactor, a more mischievous novelist. its called FULL HOUSE. haha sat at 10.30-12.30 on chn 55. or the repeat is on sun 3-5. MUST WATCH! (:

2005-09-09T20:11:00.000+08:00

GREETINGS GUYS ! haha aww amelia is angry with me cause i push her testimonial for me down ONCE and she's 499. so andrea wrote my 500th testimonial! ((: HAHAHA. but, AMELIA TOH QIAN WEI ROCKS PLENTY ! heh i wrote it in green to match ur ex nail colour! how thoughtful of me. she was like probably the first one to buy my present! haha. 19SEPT, dont forget! (:

okay anyways amaths was pretty short. i have no idea about trigonometry, AT ALL. when squack started calling names, me and ally were like OMG! dont call me! haha how bimbotic. but yeah we REALLY DINT WANNA GET CALLED. haha in case someone thinks reverse psychology was what we had in mind. HUR. so my brother taught me! HAHA. eh BROTHER! `tsup DUDE. hahahha!

towned with sheena after lesson. haha ate swensons. mmhms. crayfish pasta rocks truckloads. MMHMS! cabbed to suntec and she got her metallic bible. haha with NO reference. and it costs $50++ ! ahhh. maybe i'll buy that when im richer tgt with my other one. haha. yes and we bought freeze waterbottles! (: matching ones. pink and orange!

CABBED to orchard agn. went to borders and i bought sheryl's present! ahaha. and i wrapped in nicely in silver wrapper alr. i was looking for TRUEFRIEND's present. and i really want to give her a FABOLA one! haha. so i didnt buy yet. )): sheena said my taste was UGLY. so i didnt buy the blahblah for her. and i went everywhere to look, walked up and down. and UGH no stock!

OH and sheena rocks! she saw that i liked the colourpencils miniature set! and she secretly bought me a mini keychain version! (: so cute! I LOVE YOU LOADS! and for that, i wont mention the embarrassing issue in the taxi. HAHAHA. CABBED home agn. $10 gosh! haha. i took a mighty long nap. and i had a WEIRD DREAM.

okay i dont know if this is true. but somehow personally i feel it is. so correct me guys. okay so the issue is that we are awake when sleeping. i mean not literally DUH. the mind is? haha. cause i take my naps in mummy's room. and abt 6plus she will turn on the tv to watch the chinese news.

AND there was this recent case about a woman's body found chopped up in a bag. AT ORCHARD. gosh really scary okay. and yah so i was sleeping. i had this dream abt the police surrounding a crowd and there was a bag with blood. news reporters were everywhere and yah, reporting abt a woman's body being chopped up to pieces. and the next thing i knew, i was back home. haha and sheena and shaofang were in my house. then all my friends came to eat dinner. SEPARATELY. the bowlers came. then wani and wana. hahaa and rachel, ally, kerri, weiling. GOSH its like ALL my friends were there, EATING? and a.janet was serving them food. then i went back to the park and rested.

okay thats my dream. WEIRD huh. and i nvr even heard about the murder today cause it wasnt in the news yet and not on the newspapers. SO, haha maybe my mind was alert to the sounds. if it really was the case, then its cool. cause i can interpret chinese! haha. okay this is jargon lah. haha but yah i wanted to blog it down.

ooh i shall make a wishlist here. just a random one (:
1. wallet (: im picky HAHA.
2. pencilcase, IM PICKIER! hahaha. i dont want the "sponge-type" sold in roxy.
3. rachel's tears. found in lifebookstore.
4. or any other books found in LIFEbookstore (:
5. borders giftcard! haha ooh i got so many things i want from borders!

haha YAY and today is the twins birthday. abby&jill. havent wished them yet but yah. later. (: okay so much for the LONG entry. TAH!

2005-09-08T22:42:00.000+08:00

ive had a bad day. dont ask me why. maybe i'll sing a sad song just to turn it around. har.

amaths was not too bad. yes we must thank GOD for the little details he blessed us with. AIRCON. without that we wld probably die under the hands of ms lui man. FOUR WHOLE HOURS. argh crap. i was paying little attention to ms lui anyways. to me she was just droning on and on and i just had to look confident to avoid her calling me. sweets and messages do keep u awake thou (:

and did u guys realise ms lui took one term to teach us functions. no joke! okay cut down on the first week she did revision with us on geom. and another week for hols. and another week for her absense. SO its SEVEN weeks alr! GOSH we are three chpts behind. MYY she really aint FUNCTIONING.

watched herbie with tim. GOSH he was sleeping one quart of the movie. well yeah it IS kinda cliche. u know, the start, the climax, then the HAPPY ENDING. haha but then agn i wld be so frustrated if it turned out another way. DISNEY what. haha.

bused down to marine parade library. did THREE qns. haha GOSH i suck in factor theorem. SHUCKS. so we crapped and talked and we went out separate ways. haha i met my ohsohandsome charming prince after tt. HAHAHA.

OKAY i have to face reality. finals is coming. its here. its gonna be over. and im not even the least prepared. shucks. i keep telling myself to study, but im slacking at the end of the day. my snrs say secthree is chickenfeet. is that so? then why am i still failing? amaths, bio, lit, CHINESE. growls.

eleven more days pple! (:

2005-09-07T18:46:00.000+08:00

did i mention i just covered five chpts of chemistry? hahaha yay i feel accomplished today. but then agn, its only the starting chpts so yah. who cares anyways? i did work!

watched a perfect catch yst. its not bad actually. TOUCHING. haha i teared at the end but i dont think hwee realised! haha =/ ohh emo me. didnt plan to shop but hwee insisted and we walked ard suntec. bought a top from topshop and a nice pretty notebook from ROCK. (: looked at some of the stuffs in the ROCK. and i read this book. really meaningful.

it said " let go, let GOD ". like how meaningful is that. well of course u have to read between the lines and u dont have to be a lit student either. HAHA. well its pretty straightforward actually. like learn to accept and let Him take over. well yeah, something like that.

lalalas. TWELVE MORE DAYS GUYS!

2005-09-05T21:45:00.000+08:00

so we went down to bedok police div hq and it was like so dumb. we reached there ON THE DOT. and marcus had a meeting. so we waited till we entered the office. then andrea had sgt vlab or smth. haha what a funny name. and i had sgt tan. psst truefriend, its TAN not HAN!

he was like so vulgar. he typed wrongly and went ooh ~~fcuk~~! yeah and they kept talking in hokkien. haha. then there was another officer which said, angmoh ah? haha then sgt tan was like: -cursing in hokkien- ur head ah! bangladeshi can! hahaha. took abt an hr to complete it and OHMY their grammar's like really bad and i so wanted to take over his place and type my "essay".

and they kept putting comments we didnt mention. haha GRR. and wahlau me and truefriend might have to appear in court. and its like we are not willing to but in the report said, the above mentioned is willing to testify in court when needed. like UGH. how cld they! ploops! anyways we dont have a choice cause the judge wld advice us to.

so sheryl and azyan and cewanne were being idiots and wanted tickets to court. haha ass. this is no laughing matter! and cewanne was like when, so i said maybe two months time maximum. and she went: yay! which means EOYs are over so we can all go and support you! haha retards. im like the victim, not the culprit. haha.

and HE better plead guilty anyways. asshole. three testimonials agnst him alr. but then agn he might be DUMB enough not to know that by NOT pleading guilty will lead him to a heavier sentence. and sheryl: HE'S NOT PITIFUL!

and i successfully created my drum solo (:

2005-09-04T21:27:00.000+08:00

yes truefriend, why are we always so unlucky. GROWLS. and its always sheryl&amelia who gets away scotfree! first the food poisoning with fever. now this. OHMY we are like suay to the max. haha. dont wish to blog what exactly happened. only ally, cewanne and tim knows about it.

ohwells. at least now we know. singapore policemen are so unfriendly. gosh. well maybe not like what we ASSUMED from heartlanders. warm and friendly and understanding. so yes we have to go down to the police station tmr to give statements and all and its clashing into my truefriend's schedule. and mine too, sort of. all thanks to their inefficiency. we are NOT HAPPY about this. haha!

anyways yes we spent like half of our time in the office where we were freezing like crazy till our lips turned blue. and we kept koping the mentos. hahaha. then amelia started crying when she wasnt even a victim. haha IDIOT. anyways yeah thats about it lah.

long story short, WWW was fun. haha the slide up was WHOA. me and sheryl were like screaming and the workers there were like telling us UP UP UP! hahaha. and did i mention how good my ACCURACY is. esp with a GUN (:

haha.

2005-09-03T22:05:00.000+08:00

everywhere you go,
perfection.
follows you the wrong,
direction.
and you will never see it for
you get all that you need
and the more
you see it,
you want it
you find it,
it's yours.

gosh. i cant believe im giving in to peer pressure. haha. STUPID PPLE. ahh but i still love you. sbf was horrible. haha ARGH. drums were fun! study dat-ed with kerri and ally. loves.

2005-09-02T23:00:00.000+08:00

i wanna witness a miracle.
i'll stay undaunted.
so little time.
argh help me
make the right decisions
know which way to turn
lessons to learn
and just what my purpose is here
oh YEAH.

last day of school went well. slack and all. lab was pretty boring. finished cirque du freak three alr. yayness. trng was ho-hum too. me and andrea started talking abt VAMPANEZES. loll. ohmy we are becoming FREAKS.

boo progress report was so horrible alright. i showed my mummy. she wasnt happy. but she didnt really scold. sighs. she was scared in fact, that i might retain. she was worrying so much i cld see the wrinkles cringe on her forehead. argh. but i was pretty blessed i just passed.

~~avg score was like 50.0? gosh. i failed more than i passed. sigh sigh sigh.~~

pbfftt! okay i better go alr.

ironic/uncanny/cynical
ludicrous/farfetched/absurd

HAHAHA.

2005-09-01T20:19:00.000+08:00

2005-09-01T20:10:00.000+08:00

fun. haha yay slpover rocked truckloads! anyways andrea came over ytd. we watched this zombish show. haha and she was so freaked out okay. and i WON her agn in uno AS USUAL. haha ((:

she left for home then hwee came. haha i took a mighty long nap bfr that. hwee looked like a total refugee okaye. haha! then viv came and she brought nice jelly (: okay long story short. haha we watched cinderella story, ipod-ed, took crazy pics and all. haha.

we overslept and met rach and lisze ard 11. i finished my cirque du freak book two. they played tennis and i hit with digthree. haha funny. and i got a sunburn now. haha. cabbed to ppwae for swensons and met kerri for study date.

haha how happening. YAY.

2005-08-29T19:51:00.000+08:00

it really amazes me how u can be a totally different person at diff times. to sum it up, a fugly hypocryte. TSK. fine i shant start the entry on a bad note. GRR and wld someone pls ban effing pop-outs. how irritating can it get?

anyw went to the national lib for the very first time. went down with andrea and amelia insisted on a race to see who wld get there first. so it was me, andrea agnst azyan and amelia. and we reached one hr bfr them. what losers! loll. apparently they went all the way down to orchard. HUR.

the lib aint tt big actually. as a matter of fact, its small! for first-timers its kinda fun exploring. and its undergrd. cooll. stupid nuruls went all the way up to the 30th level finding the lib? GOSH. dumb to the max pls.! hahaha. borrowed books and i cant help to say i have an affinity with books!

andrea was searching high and low for a particular book and at one glimpse, i managed to pick it out. and we were feeling upset that book number of one of cirque du freak was MIA. so andrea left and suddenly this librarian returned the book to the shelf. talk about coincidence! haha. went to hans and we did ON OUR OWNS. hahaha YAY she taught me the funcs shit. and im glad to say lui has finally returned our test papers after 4 weeks of suspense.

GROWLS. i did so badly for amaths okay. its like, even if i got 80/80 for EOY, i wld still get a c5 only. like HOW pathetic can tt be? ARGH. ive failed FIVE subs this term. im probably gonna retain so im working hard for EOYS. bbooooo.

ohwells, i shall read book one bfr starting on emaths. TAH!

you promised me you gave your word, this time ard wld all be different. my heart have had enough, im really not that tough inside. they told me not to trust in you, and finally i do believe them. i laid my eyes on you, i gave my heart to you, again and again and again. lies, u hide behind your lies, come look into my eyes and break my heart with honesty instead. cause i dont wanna cry, i'd rather say goodbye, cant take another lie. another night, another day, how can i go on this time w/o you. what can i do, what can i say, say is there any other way?

THINK WHATEVER.

2005-08-28T20:30:00.000+08:00

TRALALALAS. its so nice to be happy. went for second service today with tim and xuan. MY, pastor prince's hair is like shaggy's one. haha hilarious. the message was good and YAY i didnt fall asleep like the prev times. hahaha. alene served and she was blocked by the conductor. haha.

went for spook show after tt with phoee too. haha it was like so jammed and whoa. we had to squeeze our way pass the crowd and YAY i found GOOD seats. hahahaha. the starting was rather spooky. haha where the ghosts came and scared all the little kids away. haha and they kept replaying the recorded screams. yupp.

magic show was great! illusional lah but of course we cldnt see it cause pastor kong was really proded in it. haha what to expect? he has been in this magic industry for 25 years! some parts were really funny where pastor kong started making fun of this guy who was freaked out by the gullotine. HAHAHA! yupp. message after tt was somewhat like new creation's one. to harvest the new babies in christ (:

CHRIST REDEEMS ME! -poooooff! hahaha.
deeply LOVED. highly FAVOURED(:

2005-08-28T00:36:00.000+08:00

me/weiling. ohh my bald spots.

haha trying to remove the sand HWEE kicked into my shoe.

wl/kerri/viv/ally/me/hwee.

study buddies (:

me and hwee at 328 katong laksa mmhms!

hahaha red horny devils.

2005-08-27T23:55:00.000+08:00

study date was productive! yayness. HAHAHA. im feeling happy and dandy now. did adrian's work and revised the moles. FANTABULOUS.

me and kerri were having a GREAT time observing the weird people in the library. its quite good entertainment actually. there was this guy who was sleeping in this awkward position and his mouth was WIDE OPEN. i cld have put a tarantula in without him even realising it. loll. another who was busy snorting away every 5 mins and the worst was a woman who covered her face with a magazine. and hey it actually stayed onto her face! haha.

oh and did i mention the guard who works on the weekends is seriously annoying. im fairly certain that he is somewhat BIASED or he gets his cheap thrill from chasing pple out of the library for his job satisfaction. HMPF. no self study during weekends. what crap. cant he at least close one eye. GROWLS.

anyways here are some EYE CANDY (:

2005-08-26T21:41:00.000+08:00

today was a happening day. YAYness. it was like how fun can. OHMY. i stopped saying howhowhow until i read the twins blog. haha. DIGGIES! DA DIG! okay back to cross country. ate laksa with hwee/viv/ally/wl/kerri. yeaps. and hwee's mum gave us a lift to the beach(: how nice of her(:

took pics with the GIGANTIC sandcastle! haha and many dumb things happened lah. like hwee slided down the backwash. HAHA. and me and kerri got soaked by the ferocious waves. haha. and i pulled her skirt up! haha. like the wind! (:

oh ally spoilt all the pics cause she kept adjusting her fringe before each shot, covering her own face. GOSH. dumb to the max! hmm long story short. i took plenty pics. i destroyed sabrina's eye! hahaa. ally PUSHED me down. and i bled ): THATS ALL.

haha after zany the four of us went down to the beach. i was erh feeling- nvm. woozy! hahaha no lah. thx ally! (: appreciated that even though u viciously pushed me down. u horny little devil. GRR. and we got ourselves entertained by ehh stepping on unstable sand which fell into the river which lead to the sea. hahaha nvm only we know what i mean. (: FUN!

ate seafood and mmhms. SATISFYING meal. haha. we walked half the journey home, for me and kerri lah. haha YAYS study date tmr! LOVES! shall upload pics soon.

2005-08-25T11:42:00.000+08:00

how could this happen to me
i made my mistakes
got no where to run
the night goes on
as i'm fading away
i'm sick of this life
i just wanna scream
how could this happen to me

)): ARGH.

KAY ALLY'S WHININGS.
vicious stef tried biting off some flesh from my arm. sniff
poor me
first she stabbed me with a pen and now this.
friends of stef. BEWARE

haha AWW friends, ignore this little monster of mine. she must be hallucinating again. i mean. it wld be so unethical to bite off someone's flesh. and MOREOVER, she aint that tasty. haha just this chunk of THING. ((:

sighs. ally again
ploop...

haha SEE. oh wells. there she goes again. someone help her please. hahaha. theres chem ltr. BOO after amaths remedial. )): sighs. with the little liar too. ARGH.

what is on your heart?
show me what to do.
give me one more chance.
and i will follow you.

gosh such a colourful entry. stupid ally lah. ARGh. hi weiling(:

i want to serve the purpose of GOD
in my generation
i want to serve the purpose of GOD
while i am alive
for something that will last forever
oh i delight
i delight
to do your will

AHH! IM SO HAPPY FOR XUAN! (:

2005-08-24T21:29:00.000+08:00

REPLIES TO TAGS! my tagboard is kinda woozy.

kerri: i meant spiting as in SPITE! hahaha.

rachel: ahahha. troll! fatty treats! gosh whats with the funny names. hahaha.

hwee: welcome. as usual! the nice me. hahaha. (:

andrea: sew eyebrows! hahahaa i look shitty can! yes next cc trng! HAHA.

twinnie: haha no lah i shift cause i wanted new link ma. who cares abt those anony taggers anyways. i know who they are alr. childish pple with low mentality. hahaha. LOVES!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIMBERLY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHAD MM!

YAY ppl! haha i just finished filing my ss wksts. marvellous! okaye today past kinda fast yeah. lit was hilarious. hahaha. FATTY TREATS! TREATS FOR THE FATTIES. BOING. ((:

went ppwae after sch with diggers. hahaha. ate treats. and i said randomly: dig in, diggers. haha and rachel burst into her HA ha hA ha laughter. hahaha. so dumb. went to print photos and stupid lisze was like poking the screen! haha and i followed suit. ohmy. DUMB. there was a MOUSE below. HAHAHA.

hilarious. yeah so we were crossing the overhead bridge were we met a strange woman who kept smiling at us and i gave a reluctant smile. but somehow i found her familiar. haha so rachel was like yeah whos she whos she! hahaa. gosh. then the woman muttered smth and me and ah soh were frightened! haha but she didnt look deranged at all.

okaye only when we went home then i realised who the woman was andrea msged me. haha sry andrea! (: ohYES. lisze was was painstakingly making me a crane from the bus tabs and when she finally succeeded, she pulled the head off. HAHAHA. dumb or what.

yum. sheperds pie waiting for me. HOHO.

2005-08-23T18:59:00.000+08:00

believe at your own risk.

today i was feeling very naughty and i poked ally with my 0.28 black pen. she was squealing in pain as i watched her speechless, not knowing what to do. so i apologised to her and contd with my history assignment. then she gave me a black face and i apologised agn. HAHAHA. xD SORRY ALLY. my fault my fault. HUR. ((:

GOSH. today was saffy was being a real bitch. like seriously. we failed class cleanliness again. so WHT? hahaha our CA period was being taken up by clearing. she stormed in with a BLACK face and demanded for the duty pple to be under MY supervision (hoho okaay that part was quite fun.) then i was helping ally clear her table, and she saw kerri's disgustingly messy table. haha serve u right kerri, always spiting me right. hahahaha. xD and saffy started screaming that i wasnt ordering the duty ppl to check other tables and they were slacking.

ARGH. and i had to clear the cupboard and found some styrofoam with the 3EIGHT cut out. YAYNESS. and simultaneously she was complaining abt the EMPTY board and gg ard checking the ppl she ordered to do poems and stuffs. SO i pasted the 3EIGHT behind and she startd screaming at me that she needs the space for the backboard for the poems and other stuffs. so what was she complaining abt then? argh. anyw we told her pissingly that the board is VERY BIG. and that there's space. HAHAHA.

so saffy starts screaming : I DONT WANT TO FLARE INTO A TEMPER AH. -hurr. how contradicting. the irony. haha. yeah and she told me: OHH IM GONNA CRY ALR. so i told her sympathetically, GO AHEAD. haha and she gave me this glare which i accepted it with a grin and walked away. haha.

yes its OUR board okay. not HERS. grr. everyone was bitching abt her and she held us back for 3/4 of our recess. argh a real shrew k! TSKK. nvm after sch skipped class com trng. hahaha. went makan with andrea. mmhms. oneTON mee. hahaha. heavy meee. then we started imitating the smiles of a certain someone. HAHAHA. so hilarious! ooh i LOVE truefriend!

2005-08-23T11:35:00.000+08:00

OHH. ally is playing with the usb cable. i bet shes gonna break it. haha CRACK!

2005-08-22T19:45:00.000+08:00

hahas ohmy. today was like really fun! so hwee waited for me till chem was over and she came over to my place. haha. we cabbed down and stopped at seven eleven. okay she bought her favourite mashed potatoes. and craze hotties. then the stupid cashier spilt some crazy hotties and asked me to refill. haha.

SO, the box was in the bag. and i helped myself to the hottis, filling some into the bag too. hahaha YAY. so i made hwee laugh so much that she threw up her coke all over the road. hahaha hilarious man. okay did stuffs. hahaha upload the pics and all and she went home. YIPPEE.

okay 1/3 of the pics are here. ((:
http://photobucket.com/albums/a328/cometopraise/

2005-08-22T19:44:00.000+08:00

2005-08-21T00:02:00.000+08:00

hahaha guys. i decided to make this blog public again. hoho. xD today was real fun. like whoa! ive nvr enjoyed myself since the exams came coming in. and finally i took a break today ((:

andrea's dad gave us a lift to SBF where i didnt bowl too good lah. 139, 141, 161. yeah. so my avg prob dropped agn. haha to a miserable 140. but not to worry. handicap will pull me up to 170 ((: hahahas. towned after that and ate pasta mania. mmhms. amelia insisted on her stuupid soup. haha.

there was this roadshow and i got two weeks contacts free. haha and OHMY i didnt knw truefriend's degree was 1000. thats like ohmy! okaye walked abt and they won many prizes. haha the guessimg who's eyes name. the britney spears one was really obvious. but i cldnt tell for angelina jolie. haha. but i still won prizes.

okay me and amelia were on the mtv get spotted. ARGH. the stupid guy went to put purple eyeshadow for me caus i was wearing our maroon bowling shirt? GRR dragqueen indeed. and marvin saw me, i was like oh shit. haha and looked away. saw queen and angelia too ((: haha. but my lip gloss was nice thou. and he kept padding my face with foundation. i was like ohno! and ame's lips were so RED and THICK. hahaha! and i smarched my mascara. GREENDAY! (: makeup sponsored by anna sui. with the free anna sui voucher and stuffs. so we did our hair after that and filmed the thingy.

then there was this lady who was like making double eyelids and eew it was gross. they like poke this plastic stick into ur eye and just poke poke poke till a line forms. like EEW or what. all for the sake of beauty. tsktsk. and the guys behind us were talking about the RUSSELL PETERS thingy. hahaha! u want to f-cuk? haha -censored. so hilarious! amelia was like so dumb can. dont knw whats russell peters.

took pics with denise keller and she said i looked prettay in my makeup. oh my. she fibs! or maybe she was being sarcastic )): hahaha. yupp and amelia tried to act so grownup. haha i shdnt have stood next to denise and andrea. haha i look like a bladdy shortie! )):

okay i went home after that and headed for SSC to get the cake for hwee. haha blahs. havent been to that place for a looong time. and the family room changed so much. and auntie grace still rmbrs me! haha she was OHMY ure so big alr. haha. and i saw KO's sister who grew so tall alr! and her dad is a bowler too. haha x))

reached stadium cove ard 7.20. yupps. hwee and su were there with the twins and rachel was like so lonely. haha. and we starting competiting who cld pick the most nuts. haha simply hilarious k. yah and rachel cheated! kept poking my chopsticks away. HMPFF. li sze came ltr and vivien came at 8 plus. GOSH. ordered PLENTY stuff. crab was delicious. and the peking duck. haha.

oh and i told them all the lame jokes. hahaha. and yay li sze, laura and lyn watches russell peters too! hahaha. x)) hwee was like: what is a russell peter or smth like that. hahhaa. another dumb one. we brought out the surprise cake after that and hwee was touched. heh. all went well lah actually.

okay the FUN part were the photos taking. haha we stood at the river. ohmy so nice! hahaha. we took some formal pics. haha. and i decided there shd be a shot where we all run away. leaving hwee alone! hahaha. hilarious. oh some nice shots were when we partnered for a tango dance ((: i did with rachel and she looked like a weird sausage! ((: and the indian dance was funnye too. ahaha i did with lyn ( ohyes i can alr tell them apart! ) and it was so dumb! ahaha i kept missing the double shots one. haha. the final shot was not too bad, only i covered lisze's face! ((:

OH and hahaha we talked truckloads about AH BOTTLE. haha u know who right guys? haha. laura and lyn kept laughing at his sunshine photo. LOL. maybe they are interested. HOHO XD he is gg china alr! make ur move! xD

went back to hwee's place and we took super lame videos. hahaha sshh-. and the teen idol! plus dancing queen! hahaha. ohmy. hilarious k. and the truth or dare was so dumb! hahaha. ohmy i love today k. and viv's pjs are real funny! hahahhaa. ((: and for this period of time hwee laughed. then we laughed. then we stopped. and laugh and laugh. and stopped. and laughed and laughed!

hwee: thanks for today! hold another slpover k! hahaha. same pple i dont mind! hahaha. LOVES!

2005-08-19T19:43:00.000+08:00

hello people! im in a happy and dandy mood today. okay im determined to work hard. glorify GOD! yayness! haha. mugglish me! -heh inside joke lah huh.

okay trng wasnt good today. rick went crazy. he wanted us to start from 20 boards and hit middle arrow to convert pin 7. gosh! rubbish. and he always emphasized on straight balls but good release. then he suddenly asked us to hook. and go straight. and hook. hahaha we were like badmouthing him!

im really scared for finals. its like less than 2 months to finals. and ohmy i have simply no foundation! and i dont knw when ms lui is gonna move faster. like whoa we are still at inverse functions where other class have alr finished trigo and circular measure. ahaha. GAKK! i dont knw how i wld do. and i sure pray hard i dont retain. PRAY REAL HARD.

Rejoicing in hope;
Patient in tribulation;
Continuing earnest in prayer.

AMEN! (: OOOH WHAT A BIG SMILEY.

2005-08-18T21:28:00.000+08:00

today was kind of happening. haha. sat for two tests today. lit and chinese. the chinese one was like really easy IF u had the book. but i was like falling aslp alr. haha. then yeah alene's hp beeped loudly and adela was glaring at me. haha what an idiot. so adela was so dumb as to believe the tales we fabricated abt the diff sms tones and from some scholar's bags and hahaha. thats it. sheer luck!

assembly was really entertaining. much better than the usual long pish posh tosh they wld drone on. haha. bleahhber dabber dooo.! actTHREE performed and yeah there was this really fat guy which needed a bra? hahaha. hilarious lah. hwee and kerri were beside me and we kept laughing.

went for emaths remedial after that. and stupid shuan yong scolded me badly agn. he asked me what my problem was and i really had this urge to hurl my insults and nasties to him. like my problem is u dude!! arghh. haha BUT then agn. im so forgiving and controlled hard to keep my mouth shut for the whole lesson. so he realised that i was pissed and asked me to leave the class cause my heart wasnt in emaths. so i left. haha.

rachel talked to him after that and told him it was a misunderstanding laa. haha lazy to tell the dingdang story here. so yeah. he understood. -wait. i hope he did. and yeah. haha. ohmy i dont think anyone went for chinese remedial! haha serve adela right. (: stras picked me up and we taxi-ed to bugis haha! sheena told me abt the funny taxi driver. it went somewhat like that.

sheena: uncle can go three places pls.
uncle: huh! but only got two of you!

hahaha. i found that funny. blahblah. walked abt. took horrible neos. haha. ohmy so funny lah. we looked like we had eczema! as in those bad ones. ahaha yes shut up i knw i have it. so vivien met us there and we shopped. haha - sshhhh (:

okay im talking to andrea now. truefriend! hahaha long time no talk abt STUFFS. haha truefriend talks. (: YAY love u plenty plenty plenty.! i will chase ur stalker away! haha mr hot is better okaye! (: right on!

im surrounded by liars. everywhere i go. i hate it. i really do. stop being so twofaced u little monster! gosh! i cant believe i was once close to you. ohh. u good for nothing little twit. boo. may birdshit land on ur head! (:

2005-08-17T20:12:00.000+08:00

BOO!

hahaha i know. the first comment in ur minds is "why christmas?!" haha well plenty of reasons. this layout caught my eye and i like it instantly. and i wanted a change to a white backgrd. oh and most importantly, christmas is my favourite festive period of the year! (: cause Lord Jesus was born on this day. haha YAYNESS. x))

okay first things first. if u are reading this post, means u are qualified to be my 'close friend' or whatsoever. hahaha. come on. feel the glory now (: i dont plan to make this blog public. which means PLS DONT LINK ME THANK YOU. haha come on. im sure u can rmbr this blog link. COMETOPRAISE. so easy! hahaha.

yeah basically many anonymous people have been visiting my blog. haha i have my ways of finding out. okay that's not the point but i sort of wanna keep a lower profile. yeah. and i can blog about more personal issues. like people who have pissed me off recently and i wld gladly love to show my utmost disdain to them over here. see, killing two birds in one stone. (: haha.

and i havent been gg church recently. backsliding yes i knw. well, i know being a christian isint exactly a religion but more of a relationship. so i wanna use this web to praise HIM and send my prayers to friends too. that explains the name of my link. haha after all im only a baby in CHRIST! but faith and strength will grow in him.

oh everyone here. hahaha pray for hwee to be stronger in health! (: haha see hwee im so nice. there's nth to be embarassed of k. after all. only a small number of pple will know of this new blog. and they are the pple whom i have linked. plus a few more who are blogless. eg shaofang, sheena and ally. haha (:

MUCHO love guys! <33>

2005-08-17T19:26:00.000+08:00

BOO. testing (: