Friday, September 30, 2005
i just had the worst 20 mins of my entire life, in pain.
anyways exams have finally commenced. sat for three papers today. like 8-2 man. gosh and it was all the writing components. haha i cld barely rest my hand. but i feel a great sense of achievement now(:
however, i totally SCREWED up ss man. industries - crap. ugh whatever. gonna lose 15 marks for nth. damns. had tuition with viv and we were discussing abt some GROSS issues. HAHAHA.
okay i gotta slp early cause im sick and im gg to the airport tmr. haha. ohmy jac can drive! loll. so cool k(: ahh i cant wait till i get my license.
sometimes i wonder if it were all just excuses.
loved
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
bleah. school's been so boring these days. its like come and go kinda thing. i dont learn anything. and why are all the tchers cramming everything last minute? DAMN.
im stuck with three more chpts for ss. BOO. amaths is fun thou. trigo identities. haha me and andrea were on the phone for HOW LONG to talk abt trigo. haha and she wasnt interested in MSIA at all. GROWLS. she and her stupid korea.
hahaha i just thought of saturday(: went singapore open with andrea. cut my hair and ugh. turned out not so nice cause its so troublesome to tie it up as everything falls apart. OHWELLS. bused to hwee's place and i helped her so much in her ipod stuff. and she was so UNGRATEFUL. haha. anyways she got her punishment by SLIPPING on the carpet. haha ohmy can you imagine? WHOOSH!
okaye made my ic today. blah i look horrible lah. ahh whatever. im gonna do my ON OUR OWNS now. haha with andrea dear (: she better help me!
And we will only need each other,
we'll bleed together,
Our hands would not be taught to hold another's,
When we were the special two.
And we could only see each other,
we'd bleed together,
These arms will not be taught to need another, '
Cause we were the special two.
loved
Friday, September 23, 2005
okay ive not been revising my work.
You say hello,
inside I'm screaming I love you
You say goodnight,
in my mind
I'm sleeping next to you
You drive away
from my car crash of a heart
And I don't know
But you gave me
the best mixtape I have
And even all the bad songs
ain't so bad
I just wish there was so much more than that
About me and you
You talk to him,
and it burns me like the sun
You talk to her,
and you say that you feel like he's the one
I talk to me,
cause you can't hear the pain I feel
and You don't know
Cause you gave me the best mixtape I have
And even all the sad songs ain't so sad
I only wish that there was more than that
About me and you x2
Oh, don't turn around and say bye again
Yeah it crushes my head when you call me
Your friend
and I'm not the same person
From back in the day in the back of the classthat you thought was gay
No I can't find the words cause I lost them
The minute they fell out of my mouth
And it's love and I'm in it,
so give me your lips
And just let me kiss 'em and let's get messed up and listen to possibly.
The best mixtape I have
And even all the bad songs ain't so bad
I just wish there was so much more than that
About me and you
loved
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
boo. everyone's gone on hiatus. haha and here am i blogging almost daily. LALALAS.
okay today was pretty slack. lessons seemed to pass by really fast. lit ROCKED. haha the freeze frame was really funny when vera went: hey wheres the cat. LOL. and our poem rocked loads! hahaha. so lame man. but yeah we sacrificed acurracy for erm humour. hahaha. and xxian was acting so retardish. loll. FISH FISH FISH! ahaha and i was trying on mas's watch. lol it got STUCK ):
ppwaed after school with kerri. planned to go yoshi but it was like seriously packed. haha after all the cheap deal only lasts for TWO days. yoshi shd have this kinda offer more often cause its not always that they are so packed. haha.
went sakae in the end and we ate plenty of sashimi. mmhms(: went MPH and looked at all the magazines. haha and we browsed thru david gan's book and OHMY he fails as a stylist for females. like seriously. haha. ohyes me and kerri suddenly had this " IS THERE DARREN SHAN BOOKS HERE " thought. hahaha.
and OHMY we walked the row and OMG. one whole fricking shelf! hahaha. GOSH. cooll man. i LOVE cirque du freak now. hahaha. yes we speed-read half of trials of death in fifteen minutes. haha. bused home and YAY. here i am.
i decided to skip my afternn nap for computer time (: hahaha how sacrificial. shit lah im so not prepared for finals. havent even started my revision. UGH. i'll start ltr (: anyways the doorbell just rang. haha. GREAT, its shaofang ):
haha she's so clumsy. she knocked her rackets on my front door and bumped my room door agnst the cupboard. now shes stuck in the toilet and the hp keeps beeping. hahaa. ohh shes here now. haha shall stop badmouthing her (:
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Monday, September 19, 2005
HEY ! haha YAY its my birthday !
anyways today was great. thanks to everyone who wished me. it really goes to show how much one cares. okay ally wished me last night! loll. the FIRST to wish me at TWELVE sharp. haha oh-so-sweet! amelia was first but she wished me one week before. loll(:
yes and my pri school friends who actually remembers(: amandaho! abby&jill. jenifer and angelia xD. and meow, yes i cant bliv u rmbred. haha and i want my poster!
ohman i love u guys loads(: and thanks for all the sweets from candy empire! haha woah its gonna last long. and ally gobbled up all the sweets. haha. like gosh. pig! haha but for the fact she made me this really cool card with the sweetest msg in it, haha i'll forgive you(:
and wl for the BEARS ! hahaha. kerri gave me this keychain furry cute thingo which we were trying to stuff it during saffy's lesson! HAHA! and some lipgloss(: and THANKS AZYAN. for the oth soundtrack. HURHURHUR. hahaha. u idiot. ohh and a nice portable fan and pencilbox from my cousin! and the best from my parents! cash&digicam (:
okay im gonna have belated presents from bowlers, xuan and my clique! haha i'll be waiting(: LOLL. went out w bowlers to swensons. hahaha so dumb lah. ame and azyan were acting retardish, like usual. haha(:
lalalas. gtg for dinner with my cousins(: yay love u guys! haha aww guys appreciate it man. i dont usually confess my love in public. HAHA FUNNY ME (:
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Sunday, September 18, 2005
today rocked. haha celebrated my birthday with hwee, viv, sf and sheena. YAYNESS i love them to atoms and molecules (: haha gonna make this a fast one cause mr bean the movie is on. like WHOA (:
anyways stras came my haus WITHOUT telling me. haha like how thickskinned is that. loll but of course i let them in. and i ate my FIRST kinder surprise. haha mine was a whole toy. but theirs were like in bits and pieces. haha. yeah cabbed down to orchard (:
met viv and hwee at heeren and went marche. haha at baked potatoes, crepes and blahblah. haha so we took neos which we really funny. hahaha and i put this funny animation on hweeling and she was like whining away. haha. and sf thought her handwriting was nice. loll.
yes hwee left to esplanade so me and sheena shopped. haha during EOYS somemore. gosh. but i was in the mood for shopping. so i bought a top from skinnie. haha and sheena bought BAGS. note the plural form. haha. one for her and another from josie.
walked ard somemore and bused down to sheena haus. yes not forgetting the cab she insisted we took from the bustop. loll. willie was having tuition and josie didnt wanna let me in at first. hahaha and josie didnt like the bag sheena bough for her, but preffered sheena's one. loll how funny. yes stayed there awhile and josie lent me her stussy skirt.
yes i spent abt $100 odd todat. less than that lah actually. but yeah. haha and hwee didnt knw jason mraz was called mr a-z caused of his surname. MRAZ. there, u have it (:
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Saturday, September 17, 2005
haha ohmy adrian gave me a test paper to see how i wld fare for end years. and gosh i got a 29%. i realised i dont knw anything. sighs. im still not studying. ugh. watched lizzie mcguire today, followed by kim possible. and ohmy house of mouse is pretty funny actually. haha. and i watched JAKE LONG. i didnt expect it to be quite entertaining. first time watching it. haha. and lastly, i watched mr BEAN (: and some stupid bunny show. haha. so i spent three hours watching disney channel (:
OH AND HONEY I SHRUNKED THE KIDS IS NICE ! haha yes 2 hrs on that. so total, FIVE HRS. gosh ! watching full house now. super nice! (: TAH!
i know we've been friends forever
but now I think I'm feeling something totally new
and after all this time I opened up my eyes
now I see you were always with me
could it be
you & I
never imagined
could it be
suddenly
i'm fallin' for you
could it be
you were right here beside me
and i never knew
could it be that it's true
it's you and it's you
it's kinda funny you were always near
but who would ever thought we'd end up here
and everytime I need you, you've been there for me
now it's clear I've been waiting for you
cause today is the start of the rest of our lives
i can see it in your eyes
and it's real, and it's true
it's just me and you
could it be that it's you
loved
Thursday, September 15, 2005
HE DID THIS JUST FOR YOU !
Five yr old Madeline climbed into her father's lap.
"Did you have enough to eat?" he asked her.
She smiled and patted her tummy. "I cant eat anymore."
"Did you have some of your grandma's pie?"
"A whole piece!"
Joe looked across the table at his mom. "Looks like you filled us up. Don't think we'll be able to do anything tonight but go to bed."
Madeline out her little hands on either side of his big face. "Oh, but Poppa, this is Christmas Eve. You said we could dance."
Joe feigned a poor memory. "Did i now? Why, i dont remember saying anything about dancing."
Grandma smiled amd shook her head as she began clearing the table.
"But poppa," Madeline pleaded, "we always dance on Christmas Eve. Just you and me, remember?"
A smile burst from beneath his thick moustache. "Of course i remember darling. How cld i forget?"
And with that he stood and took her hand in his, and for a moment, just a moment, his wife was alive agn, and the two were walking into the den to spend another night bfr Christmas as they had spent so many, dancing away the evening.
They would have danced the rest of their lives, but then came the surprise pregnancy and the complications. Madeline survived. But her mother did not. And Joe, the thickhanded butcher from Minnesota, was left to raise Madeline alone.
"Come on Poppa." She tugged on his hand. Lets dance bfr everyone arrives."
She was right. soon the doorbell wld ring and the relatives wld fill the floor and the night wld be past. But for now, it was just Poppa and Madeline.
GOD'S AMAZING LOVE
The love of a parent for a child is a mighty force. Consider a couple with their newborn child. The infant offers his parent absolutely nothing. No money. No skill. No words of wisdom. If he had pockets, they wld be empty. To see an infant lying in a bassinet is to see utter helplessness. What is there to love?
Whatever it is, Mom and Dad find it. Just look and Mom's face as she nurses her baby. Just watch Dad's eyes as he cradles the child. And just try to harm or speak evil of the infant. If you do, you'll encounter a mighty strength, for the love of a parent is a mighty force.
Jesus once asked, if we humans who are sinful have such a love, how much more does God, the sinless and selfless Father, love us? But happened when the love is not returned? What happens to the heart of the father when his child turns away.
haha i TYPED this all out okay. its not COPIED. yes and chpt two when madeline grows up will be out soon (: TAG GUYS !
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Wednesday, September 14, 2005
YAY ! onetreehill season ONE is back in action. hahaha. showing EVERY WED, THURS and FRI only at 5pm! haha today was the first esp and me and azyan were so hyped up. loll. watching it over agn for me but first time for azyan. haha.
came home EXTRA early today to take a quick nap before my onetreehill and UGH i overslept so i missed 15mins ): ohwells-. darn alarm clock. haha. today was kinda slack. well, every wednesdays are what. haha and emaths rocked. we were talking about stairway to heaven, which lead us to ALL the older korean shows(: then we cont'd with taiwan shows and meteor garden HAHA. and then jap shows(:
loll. ate lunch with shaofang and gou after school. haha. hwee was making a fool of herself. cause she kept dawg pounding me. haha(: lalala. just wached mr bean! (: ohmy im not doing any work today ): BOO. and damns. my stomach is hurting so much. since mon. still not gg away. ally says she'll bring me to her doctor. haha hopefully it will work lah, since my family doc prescribed me medicine for it for like 15 yrs alr. haha and its nt working ):
YAY gtg watch my chn8 show. and maybe i'll watch bourne identity with daddy ltr (:
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Tuesday, September 13, 2005
haha yawns. stupid saffy keeps walking up and down. and gosh her voice is like: oMg! hitlEr cAnnOt g0 agNst blahblahblah. so irritating. wl's hand is getting so itchy. haha and ally is a petty girl(: okay i shall plan my schedule now like kerri.
3.30-6.00 : TRAINING(:
6.00-7.00 : reach home and bathe / dinner MMHMS
7.00-8.00 : homework )):
8.00-9.00 : CHANNEL 5 TV SHOWS(:
9.00-10.00 : CHANNEL 8 SERIAL.
10.00-11.00 : study SS
11.00-12.00: adrian's HMK ):
SLEEP! hahaha and im not gonna go online anymore, today.
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Monday, September 12, 2005
yoohoo! OMG hwee told me smth, like OMG. dyou guys no that mr bean was supposed to be alien? hahaha thats why he always drops from the sky under tt beam of light. GOSH ! i nvr knew (: hahaha.
anyways i realised so many pple's birthday lie in sept (: ytd was sar/justin/mel/ birthday. haha today is clare/geri. ooh so cooll. (:
LALALAS. one more WEEK !
loved
Sunday, September 11, 2005
YAY i just pizza hut for dinner mmhms (: it was so hilarious lah. cause apparently our orders didnt get thru the com cause the system was down or smth, so we waited for quite long. but we werent pissed or anything lah. then the FOUR staff members came at different times to ask if our food had arrived.
SO, while waiting they gave us free garlic bread. haha. then we were like OOH thankyou. then about 5 mins ltr, another staff member gave us the bill and said: oh we so sorry for the delay. i'll make sure this doesnt happen agn. so im giving u a 10 percent discount.
hahaha. so double YAY. when we were leaving, another staff came and gave us free sundaes with chocolate toppings. HAHA. how eventful. yes so we came out of pizza hut, bloated. loll.
i woke at one today and watched this cartoon. haha. followed by this SUPERDUPER nice korean drama. haha. starring RAIN. (: ohh he's so cute. and the lead actress from autumn in my heart. but in this show she potrays a totally different charactor, a more mischievous novelist. its called FULL HOUSE. haha sat at 10.30-12.30 on chn 55. or the repeat is on sun 3-5. MUST WATCH! (:
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Friday, September 09, 2005
GREETINGS GUYS ! haha aww amelia is angry with me cause i push her testimonial for me down ONCE and she's 499. so andrea wrote my 500th testimonial! ((: HAHAHA. but, AMELIA TOH QIAN WEI ROCKS PLENTY ! heh i wrote it in green to match ur ex nail colour! how thoughtful of me. she was like probably the first one to buy my present! haha. 19SEPT, dont forget! (:
okay anyways amaths was pretty short. i have no idea about trigonometry, AT ALL. when squack started calling names, me and ally were like OMG! dont call me! haha how bimbotic. but yeah we REALLY DINT WANNA GET CALLED. haha in case someone thinks reverse psychology was what we had in mind. HUR. so my brother taught me! HAHA. eh BROTHER! `tsup DUDE. hahahha!
towned with sheena after lesson. haha ate swensons. mmhms. crayfish pasta rocks truckloads. MMHMS! cabbed to suntec and she got her metallic bible. haha with NO reference. and it costs $50++ ! ahhh. maybe i'll buy that when im richer tgt with my other one. haha. yes and we bought freeze waterbottles! (: matching ones. pink and orange!
CABBED to orchard agn. went to borders and i bought sheryl's present! ahaha. and i wrapped in nicely in silver wrapper alr. i was looking for TRUEFRIEND's present. and i really want to give her a FABOLA one! haha. so i didnt buy yet. )): sheena said my taste was UGLY. so i didnt buy the blahblah for her. and i went everywhere to look, walked up and down. and UGH no stock!
OH and sheena rocks! she saw that i liked the colourpencils miniature set! and she secretly bought me a mini keychain version! (: so cute! I LOVE YOU LOADS! and for that, i wont mention the embarrassing issue in the taxi. HAHAHA. CABBED home agn. $10 gosh! haha. i took a mighty long nap. and i had a WEIRD DREAM.
okay i dont know if this is true. but somehow personally i feel it is. so correct me guys. okay so the issue is that we are awake when sleeping. i mean not literally DUH. the mind is? haha. cause i take my naps in mummy's room. and abt 6plus she will turn on the tv to watch the chinese news.
AND there was this recent case about a woman's body found chopped up in a bag. AT ORCHARD. gosh really scary okay. and yah so i was sleeping. i had this dream abt the police surrounding a crowd and there was a bag with blood. news reporters were everywhere and yah, reporting abt a woman's body being chopped up to pieces. and the next thing i knew, i was back home. haha and sheena and shaofang were in my house. then all my friends came to eat dinner. SEPARATELY. the bowlers came. then wani and wana. hahaa and rachel, ally, kerri, weiling. GOSH its like ALL my friends were there, EATING? and a.janet was serving them food. then i went back to the park and rested.
okay thats my dream. WEIRD huh. and i nvr even heard about the murder today cause it wasnt in the news yet and not on the newspapers. SO, haha maybe my mind was alert to the sounds. if it really was the case, then its cool. cause i can interpret chinese! haha. okay this is jargon lah. haha but yah i wanted to blog it down.
ooh i shall make a wishlist here. just a random one (:
1. wallet (: im picky HAHA.
2. pencilcase, IM PICKIER! hahaha. i dont want the "sponge-type" sold in roxy.
3. rachel's tears. found in lifebookstore.
4. or any other books found in LIFEbookstore (:
5. borders giftcard! haha ooh i got so many things i want from borders!
haha YAY and today is the twins birthday. abby&jill. havent wished them yet but yah. later. (: okay so much for the LONG entry. TAH!
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Thursday, September 08, 2005
ive had a bad day. dont ask me why. maybe i'll sing a sad song just to turn it around. har.
amaths was not too bad. yes we must thank GOD for the little details he blessed us with. AIRCON. without that we wld probably die under the hands of ms lui man. FOUR WHOLE HOURS. argh crap. i was paying little attention to ms lui anyways. to me she was just droning on and on and i just had to look confident to avoid her calling me. sweets and messages do keep u awake thou (:
and did u guys realise ms lui took one term to teach us functions. no joke! okay cut down on the first week she did revision with us on geom. and another week for hols. and another week for her absense. SO its SEVEN weeks alr! GOSH we are three chpts behind. MYY she really aint FUNCTIONING.
watched herbie with tim. GOSH he was sleeping one quart of the movie. well yeah it IS kinda cliche. u know, the start, the climax, then the HAPPY ENDING. haha but then agn i wld be so frustrated if it turned out another way. DISNEY what. haha.
bused down to marine parade library. did THREE qns. haha GOSH i suck in factor theorem. SHUCKS. so we crapped and talked and we went out separate ways. haha i met my ohsohandsome charming prince after tt. HAHAHA.
OKAY i have to face reality. finals is coming. its here. its gonna be over. and im not even the least prepared. shucks. i keep telling myself to study, but im slacking at the end of the day. my snrs say secthree is chickenfeet. is that so? then why am i still failing? amaths, bio, lit, CHINESE. growls.
eleven more days pple! (:
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Wednesday, September 07, 2005
did i mention i just covered five chpts of chemistry? hahaha yay i feel accomplished today. but then agn, its only the starting chpts so yah. who cares anyways? i did work!
watched a perfect catch yst. its not bad actually. TOUCHING. haha i teared at the end but i dont think hwee realised! haha =/ ohh emo me. didnt plan to shop but hwee insisted and we walked ard suntec. bought a top from topshop and a nice pretty notebook from ROCK. (: looked at some of the stuffs in the ROCK. and i read this book. really meaningful.
it said " let go, let GOD ". like how meaningful is that. well of course u have to read between the lines and u dont have to be a lit student either. HAHA. well its pretty straightforward actually. like learn to accept and let Him take over. well yeah, something like that.
lalalas. TWELVE MORE DAYS GUYS!
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Monday, September 05, 2005
so we went down to bedok police div hq and it was like so dumb. we reached there ON THE DOT. and marcus had a meeting. so we waited till we entered the office. then andrea had sgt vlab or smth. haha what a funny name. and i had sgt tan. psst truefriend, its TAN not HAN!
he was like so vulgar. he typed wrongly and went ooh fcuk! yeah and they kept talking in hokkien. haha. then there was another officer which said, angmoh ah? haha then sgt tan was like: -cursing in hokkien- ur head ah! bangladeshi can! hahaha. took abt an hr to complete it and OHMY their grammar's like really bad and i so wanted to take over his place and type my "essay".
and they kept putting comments we didnt mention. haha GRR. and wahlau me and truefriend might have to appear in court. and its like we are not willing to but in the report said, the above mentioned is willing to testify in court when needed. like UGH. how cld they! ploops! anyways we dont have a choice cause the judge wld advice us to.
so sheryl and azyan and cewanne were being idiots and wanted tickets to court. haha ass. this is no laughing matter! and cewanne was like when, so i said maybe two months time maximum. and she went: yay! which means EOYs are over so we can all go and support you! haha retards. im like the victim, not the culprit. haha.
and HE better plead guilty anyways. asshole. three testimonials agnst him alr. but then agn he might be DUMB enough not to know that by NOT pleading guilty will lead him to a heavier sentence. and sheryl: HE'S NOT PITIFUL!
and i successfully created my drum solo (:
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Sunday, September 04, 2005
yes truefriend, why are we always so unlucky. GROWLS. and its always sheryl&amelia who gets away scotfree! first the food poisoning with fever. now this. OHMY we are like suay to the max. haha. dont wish to blog what exactly happened. only ally, cewanne and tim knows about it.
ohwells. at least now we know. singapore policemen are so unfriendly. gosh. well maybe not like what we ASSUMED from heartlanders. warm and friendly and understanding. so yes we have to go down to the police station tmr to give statements and all and its clashing into my truefriend's schedule. and mine too, sort of. all thanks to their inefficiency. we are NOT HAPPY about this. haha!
anyways yes we spent like half of our time in the office where we were freezing like crazy till our lips turned blue. and we kept koping the mentos. hahaha. then amelia started crying when she wasnt even a victim. haha IDIOT. anyways yeah thats about it lah.
long story short, WWW was fun. haha the slide up was WHOA. me and sheryl were like screaming and the workers there were like telling us UP UP UP! hahaha. and did i mention how good my ACCURACY is. esp with a GUN (:
haha.
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Saturday, September 03, 2005
everywhere you go,
perfection.
follows you the wrong,
direction.
and you will never see it for
you get all that you need
and the more
you see it,
you want it
you find it,
it's yours.
gosh. i cant believe im giving in to peer pressure. haha. STUPID PPLE. ahh but i still love you. sbf was horrible. haha ARGH. drums were fun! study dat-ed with kerri and ally. loves.
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Friday, September 02, 2005
i wanna witness a miracle.
i'll stay undaunted.
so little time.
argh help me
make the right decisions
know which way to turn
lessons to learn
and just what my purpose is here
oh YEAH.
last day of school went well. slack and all. lab was pretty boring. finished cirque du freak three alr. yayness. trng was ho-hum too. me and andrea started talking abt VAMPANEZES. loll. ohmy we are becoming FREAKS.
boo progress report was so horrible alright. i showed my mummy. she wasnt happy. but she didnt really scold. sighs. she was scared in fact, that i might retain. she was worrying so much i cld see the wrinkles cringe on her forehead. argh. but i was pretty blessed i just passed.
avg score was like 50.0? gosh. i failed more than i passed. sigh sigh sigh.
pbfftt! okay i better go alr.
ironic/uncanny/cynical
ludicrous/farfetched/absurd
HAHAHA.
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Thursday, September 01, 2005
loved
fun. haha yay slpover rocked truckloads! anyways andrea came over ytd. we watched this zombish show. haha and she was so freaked out okay. and i WON her agn in uno AS USUAL. haha ((:
she left for home then hwee came. haha i took a mighty long nap bfr that. hwee looked like a total refugee okaye. haha! then viv came and she brought nice jelly (: okay long story short. haha we watched cinderella story, ipod-ed, took crazy pics and all. haha.
we overslept and met rach and lisze ard 11. i finished my cirque du freak book two. they played tennis and i hit with digthree. haha funny. and i got a sunburn now. haha. cabbed to ppwae for swensons and met kerri for study date.
haha how happening. YAY.
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